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Depression Ch.8  Later on that night, after Jason dropped off Amelia, he went home, and straight to bed, the strange feeling in his chest never seemed to let up...   
  He walked down an alley of darkness, there were nothing to be seen within 5 feet in front of him as he stared into the emptiness that surrounds him, and eerie feeling of coolness rushed in his spine before the pain in his chest began magnifying, 'It's..just like before...' he thought, clutching his chest, collapsing onto his knees, the pain was agonizing as if somebody had stuck a dagger through his heart and turned the blade. His breathing quickened as he felt Depression Ch.8
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Depression Ch. 8  A few years have went by, and Jason has grown to be 17, and a handsome young man he's become as well, his brown eyes have gotten lighter to the point that they look gold, his black, curly-wavy hair has grown a little longer, and is now styled with a part on the right side, and the front hangs to the left side of his tanned face. Amelia, also 17, has grown to be a beautiful young lady, her once shoulder-length blonde hair, is now down to her upper back, her lips are fuller and her blue eyes couldn't sparkle anymore brightly. Throughout those 4 years, Jason and Amelia have not only been close friends, but became highschool lovers, J Depression Ch. 8
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Depression Ch. 7    Nearly a week of bed rest, soup and medicine later, Jason's hay fever have finally subsided. During that time, he and Amelia talked a lot and quite often, it didn't take long for them to become friends, yet Jason wonders in the back of his mind if it'll last long, and not end the way it did with...the other guy. Science class has started, Amelia's there, sitting in her usual spot towards the middle of the classroom, motioning for Jason a seat next to her. He takes his seat, thanking her while the rest of the class are sitting around making idle chit chat to one another. "So Jason, I hope you don't mind me asking, but w Depression Ch. 7
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Depression ch.6     45 minutes to an hour later, Jason made it home, his ears red, eyes watering, nose running lijke a fountain, and he can't feel his hands. He see his mom, sitting in the kitchen, watching some kind of a soap opera, oblivious to the fact taht her son's an hour and ten minutes late,  
 
 
"M-mom, where w-were y-y-you when I ne-needed y-you?" Jason studered, still chilled to the bone making it worse.  "Where were you?.." she asked back, "...I thought you went out with your friends or something."  "I-I was at s-school trying to r-reach y-yo--" he said mid-sentence before his mom cut him off. & Depression ch.6
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The Story of Matt and Mello:27The Story of Matt and Mello   
 
 
PT. 27;;  Shit is about to hit the fan  A/N;; Spoilers for first names!  
 
 
 
After their busy weekend, the whole gang was packed in the benches again.  
 
Trying to rub the ‘Monday morning’ out of their eyes, all six were working on the newest assignment; analyzing whose handwriting was who’s, by the way the letters looked.  
 
Everyone had to write down the exact same story and then put it in a bowl so they could pull out another one at random.   
 
Near had already figured out he was holding Mello The Story of Matt and Mello:27
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The Story of Matt and Mello:26The Story of Matt and Mello   
 
 
PT. 26;;  Confusion and Secrets  A/N;; FINALLY. Chapter 26. Thanks for sticking with me guys. ILY. :)  
 
 
 
 “So did everything turn out okay with Coop?”   
 “Yeah... Basil made him drink lots of water, and I guess that helped.”   
 “What was wrong with him anyway?”  
 
 “I don’t know man, Taff wasn’t really talkative remember...”   
 “Oh yeah, Taff. I wonder what her problem was...”   
Matt looked at the pile of blonde The Story of Matt and Mello:26
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Top Ten Ways To Annoy MelloTop Ten Ways To Annoy Mello   
10: Paint his motorcycle pink.  9: Call him a girl.  8: While hes sleeping, do his hair with pretty bows and ribbons.  7: Tell him Near is better than he is.  6: Change his cellphone background to a very provocative picture of Matt.  5: Steal his leather pants and replace them with a frilly skirt.  4: Tell him you know who Kira is, and when he asks you to tell him say you forgot.  3: Every time he tries to talk scream like the chocolate guy on spongebob.  2: Tell him he's gay with Matt.  1: Replace all his chocolate with all-bran bars.  0: Glomp him! Ov Top Ten Ways To Annoy Mello
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It was all true....

Thu Jul 9, 2009, 4:58 PM
Its been 2 years since me and my baby broke up, and for 2 years i've been depressed, lonely and weak. for 2 years i've been in the dark, for 2 god damn years, i've been hearing nothing but rumors, jokes, and suspicions about the one i love, being a lesbian. and now last night, a friend decided to bring me out of the dark and told me the truth about her, she is in fact a lesbian, she's dated 3 girls after she left me.

the first one cheated on her and he seeks revenge

the second just plain didnt work out because she was nuts

the third and current girl she's with now's a complete psychopathic bitch whose paranoia of my girl cheating, has lead her to cut herself, calling her, to test her to see if she would not answer the phone, and threatens to kill her. That bitch is putting my baby on a leash when i would give her freedom. its not fair

and yet i still love her, i cant live without her, all the good times we've had with each other will never leave my memory for as long as i'll live, i cant confront her, it'll only ruin my chances of getting her back, all i can do is wait and hope that if she does come back, that she doesnt come back with a disease or something. she's changed since i've last seen her, which was only yesterday, and she hasnt been the girl i remembered, her attitude and temper's gone up more than it should, she barely talks to me, hell she talks to my friend (that told me about her) more than she ever acknowledge my presence, not to mention pulling low blow comments on me whenever i make a joke, which breaks me internally, although i try not to show it.

now that i know the truth all i can do now is just hope for christ sakes that she comes to her senses and come back to me, i forgive her for all her wrongs, but none of that compares to the day she's finally back in my arms again, thats all i really want in this world, not my car, not my job, not even the ps3 i'm getting soon, i just want her, she's worth more than any luxury i posses, to me

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~Greetings-I-Am-S Nov 2, 2009, 6:20:38 PM
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~hammerj18 Nov 10, 2009, 4:13:44 PM
thanx, i could use one too...

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~Greetings-I-Am-S Nov 10, 2009, 4:16:11 PM
Aww <3

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~hammerj18 Aug 21, 2009, 8:16:44 PM
nothing much besides working, driving and hanging out lol u?

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~hammerj18 Sep 1, 2009, 8:46:41 AM
same here, i just got this ps3, its alot of fun, in fact, im sending this message through the game itself lol

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~moonlit-roses Feb 2, 2009, 8:39:18 PM
Nice talking to you.

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~hammerj18 Feb 6, 2009, 10:25:01 AM
nice talking to you too :)
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~moonlit-roses Feb 6, 2009, 10:41:02 PM
Same here. :)

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