Its been 2 years since me and my baby broke up, and for 2 years i've been depressed, lonely and weak. for 2 years i've been in the dark, for 2 god damn years, i've been hearing nothing but rumors, jokes, and suspicions about the one i love, being a lesbian. and now last night, a friend decided to bring me out of the dark and told me the truth about her, she is in fact a lesbian, she's dated 3 girls after she left me.

the first one cheated on her and he seeks revenge

the second just plain didnt work out because she was nuts

the third and current girl she's with now's a complete psychopathic bitch whose paranoia of my girl cheating, has lead her to cut herself, calling her, to test her to see if she would not answer the phone, and threatens to kill her. That bitch is putting my baby on a leash when i would give her freedom. its not fair

and yet i still love her, i cant live without her, all the good times we've had with each other will never leave my memory for as long as i'll live, i cant confront her, it'll only ruin my chances of getting her back, all i can do is wait and hope that if she does come back, that she doesnt come back with a disease or something. she's changed since i've last seen her, which was only yesterday, and she hasnt been the girl i remembered, her attitude and temper's gone up more than it should, she barely talks to me, hell she talks to my friend (that told me about her) more than she ever acknowledge my presence, not to mention pulling low blow comments on me whenever i make a joke, which breaks me internally, although i try not to show it.

now that i know the truth all i can do now is just hope for christ sakes that she comes to her senses and come back to me, i forgive her for all her wrongs, but none of that compares to the day she's finally back in my arms again, thats all i really want in this world, not my car, not my job, not even the ps3 i'm getting soon, i just want her, she's worth more than any luxury i posses, to me